are you afraid of people might know what you do on this site for the reason no one in your real life knows about this site?

@DarkHeaven why no real life friends. i dont have online friends. ive learned you cant really trust people online. i have a handful in real life.

@badapple I was in the hospital a long time and my friends moved on. I’m just trying to adjust back to life.

@badapple And I get it. Online friends aren’t probably real either but it’s all I got right now. ✌️

how long were you in the hospital for? that sucks i guess you knew how they really felt. those might not have been real friends if they didnt wait for you or kept contact with you when you were in the hospital

@badapple Nobody could’ve waited. It was a really long time.

oh im sorry :(

@badapple It’s all good. I’m getting there. 😊 #fighter

@DarkHeaven My friends moved on, too. Being ill, in whatever capacity, can show you how much people don't care just as much as it can show you how others do. You just have to hang on to the reality that there are people who love you, those in "real life" and online. Honestly, if you or my other friends here were up to it and I trusted motives, I would Skype with any of them. I just need to make sure I have Skype lol. I know my phone can do whatsapp, but that's different. Anyway. We should start a band of misfits who became ill at inopportune times in life. Because, really, when is it a good time to be unwell? Honestly. And one thing people chose to ignore, is that nobody choses illness. (Except those with Munchausen's. They want to be ill. The few.) I think those who -do- consider illness befalling them suddenly are the people who reject the notion outright, because the fear of something just happening to them, no choice, is too much to consider.

You were just like me, Warrior. You didn't chose this. It happened to you, not because you wanted it. Some things fall outside of our control. I am so glad you're not shut away in some sick room, my friend. Instead, you are here, where you can bless us with both seeing the shroud of darkness that befell you as well as the light which pours out of the cracks you try so hard to conceal. 🤗 Thanks, babe! 😊

@KayraJordyn Thank you. 🖤🤗