I'm so drunk and feeling so alone

@celine211 i wish i could think like that but when they rub it in my face how happy they are and when they leave me to go hang out with their bfs i feel so lost in the world

@darkenough Ever asked how happy they really are if they feel the need to rub it in your face..and ask yourself also are these the right people to surround yourself with if they make you feel this way on purpose.

I feel lost too sometimes..don't know where i'm heading everybody seems to have it all together and know clearly what they want but its not always the case mostly they're probably lost in their own way.

Answer me this would you want to get in relationship right now if you didn't feel the pressure?

@celine211 honestly i would not. I'm at this point in my life where I could not imagine ever getting a man. And the fact that i feel the need to be in a relationship is really hard because it's not what i truly want.

@darkenough Exactly! I'm not ready for a relationship and serious commitment right now either and i've realized that its best that i learn to be ok just by myself first..and be comfortable with myself alone before i'm comfortable with someone else

you know being alone but not lonely ( btw not the same thing).

@celine211 see i really want to learn how to be happy whithout being lonely.

@darkenough Start by accepting yourself the way you are:) and don't be frustrated my how long it may take.

@celine211 i guess you are right. It probably will be a long journey for me.

@darkenough Be patient, and look if you need someone to talk to feel free to pm me.

@celine211 thank you, you're so sweet

@darkenough Your wlcm:)