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i tend to be pretty resolute and quiet about it when iget a mind to try again. i don't want anyone to know and take great pains to make it so that should i succeed, no one can make any huge hoopla and let the cat out of the bag via social media to upset any others (i lock all time lines down too) and silently go off alone. not everyone who is suicidal is shouting it from the hills when we get ready.
sometimes we just want to talk to someone about the fact that we have the feelings in general, but NOT that we desire to stop, but want someone to understand why we might have them, and perhaps to seek a bit of understanding of our own as to why we feel so compelled to snuff out our own candles in such a way when the human instinct is to survive.sometimes you just want to say "i have this in my heart, and it'd be nice if i was allowed to talk about this thing that isn't pretty for once, is that ok? is it ok to be human with you right now?" and not have them running off to alert a medical professional of some kind.
sometimes we just want to talk to someone about the fact that we have the feelings in general, but NOT that we desire to stop, but want someone to understand why we might have them, and perhaps to seek a bit of understanding of our own as to why we feel so compelled to snuff out our own candles in such a way when the human instinct is to survive.sometimes you just want to say "i have this in my heart, and it'd be nice if i was allowed to talk about this thing that isn't pretty for once, is that ok? is it ok to be human with you right now?" and not have them running off to alert a medical professional of some kind.