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SW-User
Had them before. What happened?
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@SW-User I meditated and tried to "channel" a spirit without knowing what I was doing, basically. Then... I read some bullshit new age stuff online (www.heavenletters.org do not believe the texts there). and then: BAM. Voices. :/ Definitely not a new age fan, anymore...
KayraJordyn · F
@MeAloned Renounce Satan and pray to Jesus Christ for deliverance. That's the number one thing I would do. This stuff can get really, really dangerous. I'll be praying for you.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@KayraJordyn thank you... I do understand the theme of christianity since I once sold my soul to Satan and my life got shit because of it. Even though I wasn't even christian lol.

SW-User
@KayraJordyn You're very right.
@MeAloned Two years ago I was starting to develop mild symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia and it all started by messing around with that new age shit. Once I repented, it stopped after one more "hallucination". So take what you will from that.
@MeAloned Two years ago I was starting to develop mild symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia and it all started by messing around with that new age shit. Once I repented, it stopped after one more "hallucination". So take what you will from that.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@Zer0Point Yes. Before that... I had more of a spiritual "contact" with kind spirits that I could channel on/off. But then... after I read these dumb new agean "God letters" by some other channeller named Gloria, I started feeling like God was watching me. And then... for some reason... I began hearing voices that said mean things to me and tried to take over me. Ridiculous really... but lol, it's life x(

SW-User
@MeAloned "ridiculous" til it starts to fuck you up in the head. Can't be playing around with that. It is written in scripture that a demon which is casted out can come back 7 times worse if you make a home for it. If you keep playing around with this shit, it's gonna get worse.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@SW-User True. I'm trying not to play around much with this though. What I'm thinking is that I must get rid of them as quickly as possible. It feels like being a celebrity in your own head. The voices know shit about me, and almost makes "headlines" of my "scandals".
KayraJordyn · F
Your soul was already covered by the blood of Christ. He paid the price so you could be free. I will be in prayer that you will be freed from your contract and made whole and clean. Because one thing is certain: Satan doesn't win. He thinks he will, but the Word of God is clear.
John 16:33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation, but take heart; I have overcome the world.
2 Chronicles 20:17 You will not need to fight this battle. Stand firm, hold your position, and see the salvation of the LORD on your behalf, O Judah and Jerusalem.' Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed. Tomorrow go out against them, and the LORD will be with you.
John 16:33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation, but take heart; I have overcome the world.
2 Chronicles 20:17 You will not need to fight this battle. Stand firm, hold your position, and see the salvation of the LORD on your behalf, O Judah and Jerusalem.' Do not be afraid and do not be dismayed. Tomorrow go out against them, and the LORD will be with you.

SW-User
@MeAloned Yeah, they're condemning you. Trying to make you feel so much self hatred or make you feel bad about yourself to bring you down to a low. From there that's when it gets life threatening...
KayraJordyn · F
@MeAloned This sounds so scary. I'm sorry. I would definitely suggest you talk to somebody about this.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@KayraJordyn Thank you Kayra :) <3
KayraJordyn · F
Of course.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@SW-User Yeah... they sure have tried to do so. It did make me suicidal for a while, but honestly, there are better reasons to kill oneself for than voices. I realized all of my voices are losers. I mean... if they're a real spiritual thing... that means they're real people who actually know stuff about me? Who the hell cares? Only a loser would care about bullying me, etc.
And if they're just hallucinations... well... I'd still consider these voices losers 🤔
And if they're just hallucinations... well... I'd still consider these voices losers 🤔
MeAloned · 26-30, M
@KayraJordyn And thank you for telling me to talk to someone as well. I do try to talk about it but I don't want people to get the wrong idea of me. It's actually not scary at all. Just annoying. Like being bullied by strangers, but since I'm very confident nowadays (I used to be less confident when it started out) it doesn't bother me so much.
KayraJordyn · F
I'm glad you've found your confidence. I have yet to find a good reason to commit suicide, though when I was feeling suicidal I thought I had a few. People will see what they want to see. If someone you trust is available, that would be awesome.
MeAloned · 26-30, M
Thank you. @KayraJordyn




