@KevinConQueso I didn't realise that was fatal

@KevinConQueso Cirrhosis is very painful you know and no not all diseases are fatal... Most will kill you after years and years of suffering. There are some nice sudden and peaceful ways to pass... Deciding to let a disease fuck you up deliberately is not a good idea for you or anyone who cares about you. At your age the chances of you getting something like that are not overly high so you'll really have to fuck yourself up with life style but you will suffer from that also.

@4meAndyou Absolutely. Some people do have or at least think they do have a good idea of when it may be... Was curious to see what might be said

Sick and emotionally drain I thought I may just pass away in my sleep yet here I am

@SW-User You may have wished that but dying from emotional pain is very slow and painful, you can live a long and miserable life. In fact normally the happiest people die young. It's like your ment to suffer and suffer until suddenly it all makes sense, then your allowed to die.

@MushroomFaerie If it’s my time, it’s my time. I’ll only feel bad for those who are close to me.

@SailorMarz That's a pretty good outlook. You have thought about it, you've just put it away for later.

@MushroomFaerie yes! I always think of a million different ways something could go bad.

@SeekingHappiness if you were hospitized for life you would be wishing you had your life back. You'd be lying there thinking 'oh now I appreciate what I had but now it's too late'

@SeekingHappiness Would you not rather die? I would... Screaming let me die... Pull the plug... But nobody can hear you scream. Yes that's sounds ideal... Nothing like hell on earth at all lol