I failed my American boards exam (i’n an international student) after studying for it for literally ages since summer

I’ve never felt more suicidal, I guess. I usually have a plan, not this time. I put my heart and soul and money into this, I don’t know what to do.

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SpaceAce · 31-35, M

Take a deep breath

offingg · 26-30, F

I can’t even breathe. @SpaceAce

SpaceAce · 31-35, M

@offingg It's okay, I get like that sometimes. Maybe you can go in some other direction? Maybe a door is closing while a window opens?

offingg · 26-30, F

@SpaceAce Not really, it’s complicated. I just don’t know what to do. I feel so lost I was always so sure of myself and my life path, lately it’s been just a haze. To put it simply, I don’t know, I don’t like being alive.

SpaceAce · 31-35, M

@offingg I feel you, I really do. I myself have little direction and purpose. Don't particularly like life either. The way i look at it is this, I have this one life that I know of for sure so Immma live it like a I ain't exactly trying to make it our alive.