I really want to a songwriter/singer but I just feel like I can't?
I realised that I really want to be a singer/songwriter not because of fame or fortune or all that superficial stuff but really I want to do it for the music. I have come to realise that music is really my life and I just can't imagine my future without it. Like doing some other job seems so depressing to me. but when I think about the feasibility of it, I realise that maybe i'm not cut out for it. I mean i'm sure that less than 1% of people who try in this industry actually make it so it just sucks. I guess I should move on from this delusion but it's hard. considering I'm just 17 maybe I'll change my mind and decide to be something more realistic. idk I had to just rant about it since my friends would just judge me for this.