Have you ever loved a jerk?

@caccoon I'm glad you got away from him boomsy💪

@Dewms Me too. x__x I know I talk about it a lot, but fuck, it was scary. It changed me.

@caccoon Maybe you just need to reconsider your whole concept of love. I think we often mistake things that look like love for love, but they really have nothing to do with it.

@SW-User Yeah, it wasn't really a back and forth love. It was control on his end and love from my end... but really I think I was just using the love as a reason to stay and try to keep my sanity when he was so awful to me. I just felt trapped and the love felt like hope. Like desperation.

@caccoon sigh.... I know exactly what you mean...

@Sweet517 I'm sorry you do. :( It's a horrible, eye-opening experience...

I hope you are safe now.

@caccoon It's easy to think that it is our only option, our only resort, espeically if we never had many or any options in the past, I know that feeling.

I think if you had stayed you might've actually lost your sanity and not the other way around, it takes growth and lots of difficulties to overcome, but I think if we know from which angle to look at it, our struggles can help us become more mature and still somehow soft-hearted. :)

@caccoon thank you sweetie!! I'm fine now. It took time though

@SW-User I agree. :)

I was definitely hanging onto sanity by a thread near the end, and I could barely function normally. And even then, I didn't want to leave. But I did. And I am so glad I did.

@Sweet517 I'm glad!! It does take time, yes. 🤗

@caccoon some people are like Satan personified =___= but I am happy for you boomsy! You deserve so much more 💖💞

@Dewms 🤗 Thank you boomsy. I love youuuuuu!

@caccoon iloveyoutoooooboomsypieeesy!💙🤗