Is it okay to miss someone you don't love and you don't even like anymore cause their personality is even uglier than a shaved bear?

You miss what you thought you had. The idea. The image. You are just feeling down and out and depressed, I think. You are grieving and that is only normal. You will likely think of what little good you can remember and forget why he wasn't desirable. It is all part and parcel of growing up and learning about life. You will be fine. Give yourself time. And shaved bears are not ugly. They are just shaved. Treat yourself well. Move forward one step, one day at a time. And just be...