I'm terrified that I might end up alone.

I don’t know, I just feel like I can never keep someone around for long. It’s like no matter how hard I try, they always end up leaving, or they don’t like me the way I like them. I get attached, and then it’s like they drift away, and I’m left wondering what went wrong. I can’t help but think maybe there’s something about me that makes people walk away. It sucks, because I really want to be close to someone, but then I end up feeling like I’m too much or not enough. It just always feels like I’m stuck in this loop where people come and go, and I’m left hoping that maybe, just maybe, someone will stick around. But then I always wonder if that’s just too much to ask.

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KingofBones1 · 46-50, M

I can understand that fear I used to fear that myself but as I progress further in life I realize that no matter what life is a gift whether it be shared with someone special or endured alone. I have come to realize that even my days alone are a lot better than having no days at all