When I’m left out or always the last one chosen, it doesn’t even surprise me anymore.
I’ve gotten so used to it at this point, it’s almost like it’s just part of my routine. I try not to let it bother me, but it does. It’s like, why does it always feel like I’m an afterthought? I start feeling like I’m not enough, or that maybe I’m just not someone people want around. I don’t want to feel this way, but it’s hard not to when it happens again and again. It’s just really sad, and it’s hard to shake that feeling of being overlooked.