Relationships are a two way street.

You need to seek out what you want. Not just take what you receive.

The feeling is like a sense of being deeply wanted BTW.

And that feeling MUST be both ways.

When you don't feel the same for them, it doesn't feel good. It feels like being ungrateful, owing someone something you never asked for, feeling a bit guilty maybe.

I wish I knew.

Wish I knew.

It feels like relief and comfort for me.

i also wonder this

until stacy shows signs of interest and I'm like NO NOT YOU STACY *stare out the window into the distance despairing*

Dont know