Imagine if these are like cute bottled things that you could buy from a store for a price...

A humble heart
Decision to love unconditionally and stay when it's hard
Bravery that lasts an hour
Hearing someone's honest impression of you for a few seconds
A last goodbye
A warm comforting hug that feels like relief and security
A vision of the person you could be if you don't give up

Funny these are imaginary, but are actually priceless and accessible for some.

Sometimes, I remember to ask some of these things in prayer.
They couldn't hurt to ask, could they?
Sometimes I do wonder...am I asking for the things He wants to give to me? or am I not asking enough and He's waiting?
What if I am disappointed because He knows those things I ask won't make me feel fulfilled in the end? Keep me away from my purpose?

Just this and that.
It's midnight.
A writer's sweet serenity.