So... I have made it to Bangkok, made it to exit the country and move to a warm place south

Now I would have preferred to simply rest but apparently that's not exactly the plan for me. It's alright, I'll follow along. It feels like I don't have much options.

I've accomodation for one more night and very little money right now, just enough to buy me food for the next couple of days.
I'm expecting to get some money in the beginning of the next month so my quest now is to find some place or someone willing to take care of me for this time.

I'm shy to ask in Couchsurfing because people there host you in their houses for free but they also expect that you will buy your own food or even buy them something sometimes, you know just courtesy.
But I'm not there where I can do that.
I'll get over myself and write my true story..

Another thought is to contact some temple and see if I can go there. Then, there I should follow along their strict schedules and mediations, plus no internet. Nothing is for granted. Even if I message them, I can't be sure I'd be accepted.
And again, I would have preferred to just be free and wthout obligations/restrictions.

Another option is to look for work abroad, volunteer etc but I know how to work if that's what I wanted to do in the first place.

Or should I just look for a hammock and bananas? That could be too.

I might appear a bit negative because I am. I'm tired and carrying a somewhat heavy, for my tiredness backpack.
I need to shift to a better place and that's where I'll try to focus my attention after these realisations.

Let's see what the day will bring though, it's only 7 am after all... :)... .....

What is it that I need to see this time ?