I am at this point in my traveling... I'm already 6 weeks away from my home

And I am thinking I was happier there. I had the choir, the workout classes, i could stay topless on the beach under the sun... Buying stuff was easy.. And of course so many inconveniences , like meeting my old friends and my toxic family...
But I believe it's only Kathmandu, it's a very big city for my likings, with lots of pollution..
Soon I will take a 10 days break from everything in a space in a nearby forest... I'm looking forward to it because honestly I feel a little stuck .. I'm sick too and it's the 3rd time already!
But I am good okay ? I'm good:) it's good. It doesn't have to be wow all the time... Or it has ??? 😌