I still made progress in swimming

I brought an gym membership and renewed but Ive missed loads of days due to ilness , resulting in me missing out on swimming practice outside of classes. Im still ill but no were near as bad. Yesterday , I did my first sitting dive into the deep end of the pool , and I got to jump into the deep end too. Ive never felt confident in deep water before , unless I can stand up in it. But this time I couldnt stand up in it. Im really proud Ive finally started to go into the deep end of the pool. I still have an fear of deep water , despite swimming in the ocean and open waters but this is the first time Ive been in without using any floation devices.