I totally know where you are coming from I Spend many years alone Christmas New Year’s Eve when I lost my fiancé and daughter I was so alone inside my heart and outside my head I was my own worse prisoner make things short I decided to help and give back time to the needed ones seniors to children’s school I serve reading writing ect my heart slowly mended with time but but it had a void in it I did not know if it was money women or traveling ect ect its all vanity ..... I was and atheist at that time so I decided to try and take my own life away well I’m here I know now that void it’s God that gives fullness to it and he put a bandage on my heart that way I can walk again so anyhow I draw strength from serving other above my self I’m not glorifying my self just wanted you to know that you are loved and cherished stay blessed and God bless your heart

yep, thats why i keep to myself. too many fake people or people who are just manipulative or only out for things.

There's a lot here I agree with, though loneliness does get me down at times.

Hugs

You think you can survive long enough without being in a relationship or having real close friends?

Maybe there's something you're needing from people they're not willing to accommodate, and when they don't, that's when you regret friending them.

Nobody is anti social.people have different views.some people won't accept others view.so they call others anti social

I'm not really antisocial. I have nothing against people being social. I really love people, but sometimes I get NON-social.