I Self Hate
I just don't understand why I am the way I am. I'm a failure. I have thoughts that are fundamentally wrong. I have no friends and basically live in a bubble. I'm a burden on society. Whenever I feel good about myself someone reminds me that I'm worthless. I feel like more of a service animal than a person. I brought dishonor and shame into my life and no matter what I do I will be anything more than a failure. This sucks and I hate it.