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I Self Hate

I just don't understand why I am the way I am. I'm a failure. I have thoughts that are fundamentally wrong. I have no friends and basically live in a bubble. I'm a burden on society. Whenever I feel good about myself someone reminds me that I'm worthless. I feel like more of a service animal than a person. I brought dishonor and shame into my life and no matter what I do I will be anything more than a failure. This sucks and I hate it.

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Peekatyou · 46-50, F

I would guess that you have all of these feelings bc you never learned unconditional self worth...
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Good performance = worthy
Bad performance = shame
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Maybe? Idk, just guessing based on what you wrote. I would want you to know that you're a worthy and valuable person regardless of what you do, regardless of any mistakes made.