I Have Schizoaffective Disorder

Thank you for being understanding in the end. We had a rough patch a while back, and we were both less than perfect...I know that it was hard for you to understand what I was going through, I'm glad that I understood your stance and hung onto you...Thank you for giving me the chance to face my world and face my demons...I forgive you for all of the times you tried pushing me away by hurting me....We made it to the end and I got to taste heaven.....I couldn't have done it without you...it brought me healing when you went away...and I am so grateful that you didn't fall...I'm sorry for what they exposed you to....and in the end you finally understood the truth that the nation's would drink in the adulteries of the spirit of Jezebel and not my own....We beat the devil together though battered and bruised. I know that I cannot fix it, so all I can do is to wash my robes white in the blood of the lamb...and even though you cannot be my family doctor, you are still there....and I love you like a brother in christ, even though we fought and went our own separate ways....All I ever wanted was your understanding. And that is what I got in the end....I am vulnerable for the devil could enter you and you have all of the power to betray me....but I am asking you, for the love of God, to love me too.