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I Sometimes Feel Emotionless

days like this I go through pretty often.

It started yesterday when I felt it happening, my mood deciding to change, I knew I'd be spending time alone.

I feel drained, lost and just in a mood where I need to basically recharge till i can deal with another day.

I can come off as cold, uncaring, distant and depressed in this mood, where I am almost like the opposite of myself. though conscience to what it is I'm doing or saying to people when I am like this, getting mad at myself for having to shut people away until I feel "normal" again.

I hate it, and I never know when I'm gonna feel like this either.

I know my family understands but I still feel like jerk when I have to tell them no I can't help out today or no I can't help babysit.

I just hate this part of me.

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SW-User

I get a feeling the first comment was rude since you deleted it, in that case I don't blame you. I wish trolls didn't have to exist anywhere.

I think its ok for you to acknowledge those conflicting feelings, and why they make you feel guilty. I understand why you feel frustrated when these moments hit, and being more frustrated with the fact you know you can't do much about it. But you're not worthless or a bad person when you're not up for being there for others, it just means you're human more than anything. Depression is a dark place to be, it can sneak up on you and pull you under at random times but what matters is you don't stay there. You come back out eventually then afterwards you know you're ready to start again and be yourself so you can help out the ones who mean most to you.

softspokenman · M

Seven Characteristics of Highly Creative People. 8)

SW-User

really?

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