I Have Something to Say

It's a few minutes after 2pm and I'm still in bed.
Today I feel like staying here all day, I don't feel functional today.
Husband went to work, kids have the day off from school and have had a "free day"
They came to lay down with me for a while, we read a few chapters in a book, we played a game on the iPad and we watched a movie: all from the comfort of my bed, I feel so tired and drained and today I don't want to get up and pretend everything is ok.

Today I'm barely breathing....