I Have Something to Say
I feel like I want to become a Prostitute only because I am diagnosed with mental illness and people are afraid of me because they think I'm going to hurt them...
If people really hate me because I have mental illness and think I'm going to hurt them, I should become a Prostitute so they could hurt me...
No one knows why I have mental illness. I didn't "just get it", nor is it genetic. However, I do know why I have it...I was drugged and sexually abused by my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family.
Everyone that knows I have mental illness doesn't know I was misdiagnosed and often refers to me as a "retard" or "retarded" and are extremely afraid of me...
I don't think it's fair because out of my entire neighborhood, no one has ever called the police and these people all know of my Foster Mother's boyfriend's entire family who comes in to hurt me. I'm not sure of what excuse my neighbors have to not make a police report, but these people remain heartless and unsupportive to me to this day and my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family have been doing things to me for a long time...
These Monsters, my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family know when I'm having seizures being that they all have Listening Devices, knowing the exact time of my seizures and they come in and sexually abuse me and drug me.
I don't know how long I am going to be able to take this, but, if I can't change anything and if people are going to be afraid of me and refer to me as "retarded", I may have no other choice other than to become a Prostitute...
People have refused to help me...
If people really hate me because I have mental illness and think I'm going to hurt them, I should become a Prostitute so they could hurt me...
No one knows why I have mental illness. I didn't "just get it", nor is it genetic. However, I do know why I have it...I was drugged and sexually abused by my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family.
Everyone that knows I have mental illness doesn't know I was misdiagnosed and often refers to me as a "retard" or "retarded" and are extremely afraid of me...
I don't think it's fair because out of my entire neighborhood, no one has ever called the police and these people all know of my Foster Mother's boyfriend's entire family who comes in to hurt me. I'm not sure of what excuse my neighbors have to not make a police report, but these people remain heartless and unsupportive to me to this day and my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family have been doing things to me for a long time...
These Monsters, my Foster Mother's boyfriend's family know when I'm having seizures being that they all have Listening Devices, knowing the exact time of my seizures and they come in and sexually abuse me and drug me.
I don't know how long I am going to be able to take this, but, if I can't change anything and if people are going to be afraid of me and refer to me as "retarded", I may have no other choice other than to become a Prostitute...
People have refused to help me...
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