I Have Something to Say

Sometimes, i wish I had answers to my questions. You try to do something good, or see a perspective of life that could make you better and you end up hurt. I honestly am at a loss of knowing why I still live. That I cannot hug a girl that is a friend,but she hugs others just seems like there's something wrong with me. It seems like there really is no point of living for me. I've tried what I can. I don't know what else to do. I wish you all the very Best!

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Ih1King · 36-40, M

Keep brave. Find out what drives you and engage in that. It will make you feel good about yourself and this in turn will draw the right company to you. Good luck! Believe in yourself.

RoyX54 · 36-40, M

Thank you :) But I find it hard to live normally, when I have no one I can actually like to talk to face to face presently. Not that i don't have people I could talk to,but these people are not necessarily the ones I like to talk to. It seems having a girl in my life is an important aspect that makes me balanced in it's own unique way. Whether as a friend or more, from my observation,i found myself more normal than I may have thought I coUlf even be. And it felt good. I felt normal. But, yesterday, (funny),i tried to hug her and she said, i don't do hugs. Were as,i've seen her hug some people. Well, as small as such an issue was it made me feel bad. And maybe she fiesn't find me cool or good enough to be hugged. My problem now is, i may have to find another girl as a friend that i can be comfortable with. It really seems imporator in my life.

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