I Feel Worthless

[c=#BF0000]Every single time I hear my dad on the phone to his ex-wife I go back to the time when he was with her, it makes me feel so worthless knowing that if she asked him to he'd go running back to her without a second thought, her kids were assholes to me and when I needed him the most he was never there... scratch that, even when I didn't need him he still wasn't there (damn it, I'm gonna start crying soon so I can't finish typing)[/c]