I Am a Starseed

This is for all of you who feel alone and isolated, even in the middle of a crowded room. For those of you who never feel like people understand anything you say that actually means something to you. I'm not talking about the generic words we speak everyday to facilitate the flow of mundane living. What I am referring to goes deeper than the rhetorical "hi, how are you" "would you mind passing the salt" or "do you have this in a size five?" It feels like any time you try to talk about something you feel passionate about, either nobody understands, or they don't want to hear it. ... For most of our lives, we have all felt like nobody understands or accepts us for who we really are... I am a Pisces, Pisces Rising, so naturally I identify with the duality of the two fish constantly swimming in opposite directions. BOTH chasing after something, BOTH running away from something... Neither one knowing the other is an illusion. For the sake of simplicity, we can refer to them as... fish one and fish two... Without fish two, fish one has nothing to chase. While at the same time, fish two would have nothing to run from. Without the existence of the other, neither fish have a purpose, and both are left to swim aimlessly through the waters... We find ourselves caught, repeatedly, in the everlasting conundrum that IS... "Which came first, the chicken or the egg?" But instead, you are left to figure out which of the fish is real, and which is an illusion.... I don't believe either fish is an illusion.... Try putting a mirror, perpendicularly, right down the center of something... Doesn't it make half of something whole? I am both these fish. Constantly caught in a never ending, cyclical paradox. I also feel, that this concept explains what some of you are manifesting into the idea of having a twin and/or leaving a soul mate, or other half, behind. I have noticed that many of you who believe you are starseeds, seem to feel as if you have a strong bond with another person, somebody who you feel might be able to fill the void you have been trying so desperately to fill. Maybe the reason you have not been able to fill this void, is not because the missing piece that has created this void inside of you, resides in another dimension, or galaxy, or even another person.... Perhaps the manifestation you've created is yourself... We all have a feeling of loneliness because we don't belong in this dimension. We came here to help raise awareness, to help the lost parts of us who seem to be having a hard time understanding what this dimension is. The reason we feel so alone, is because we have been experiencing our entire existence connected to one another as a whole. Now that we have been thrust into this primitive density, . Let me put this into perspective for you... Imagine this "whole" is one human... It would be like each one of us has broken off into individual cells. Each skin cell, blood cell, brain cell, etc. Experiencing life, not knowing that they belong to this human, not knowing why they cannot function. Each are desperately performing their necessary functions, and doing so correctly, but for what? Perhaps a less complex example would illustrate more precisely... Imagine an orchestra playing the most beautiful piece you have ever heard. There are hundreds of different instruments playing different notes at any given time. Now, imagine yourself as one note, being played by one instrument... It does not sound impressive by itself, but when all the notes come together in the right sequence... You would hear something magical! I believe this is why we feel so isolated.... Why we feel like we should be doing something bigger... Why we feel like we have this immense void we need to fill.