I went through something similar! As soon as I chose to draw closer to the Lord, an all out battle fell upon me, I felt like I was losing every person in my life, and I was playing for keeps, People were treating me poorly, and I was still drawing closer to the Lord despite my circumstances I did all I could to line up to the Good Lords will, and Chose to Love the Lord High above all else, Then even though I was playing for keeps when it came to people, it wasn't meant to be BUT!! Jesus would never leave nor forsake me!! And He was my greatest desire!! And He gave me beauty for ashes, and that beauty kept on growing brighter and brighter and brighter until it was all that was left!! Glory unto GOD I am finally close to the Lord like I first desired, and He is close to me and it's truly truly beautiful the way it was supposed to be since the beginning!! Keep going keep your eye upon the Lord! Those who endure are the ones the Lord will deliver!!

You are in my prayers brother. I have to deal with windows 10 without support patches

Praying things turn around for you soon. *Hugs *

Im so sorry that all this is happening to you.🤗

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Having done all you know to do, just stand … Gods eyes are upon the righteous and his ear is open to their cries…

He said, “call unto me in the day of trouble and I will deliver you…”

15And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.

Psalm 50:15

Best wishes Eyeno 👍

1 Peter 4:12-19
King James Version
12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you

The unseen battle is very real my friend..

Dont yr government do a hardship fund?

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Sadly it happens. The devil doesn't want you drawing near to God.