Goddess psychosis 2021.

I found myself pondering about a Goddess during the years of 2016-2022. Thinking about a celestial beautiful virgin Goddess and being lost with her in my mind. Wanting to see if maybe something outside of God might exist, some of my psychosis episodes were more with the themes of Christianity. Deciding to give this Goddess thing a try by me becoming psychotic. in 2021 I was laying in my in my room listening to a song called " Tears of time " by Zoom. thinking about the Goddess. The song was synchronize to the Goddess voice that will later serenade me on this freshly beautiful cloudy day. Now that day I've kept on leaving my room leaving the house and coming back in. Until one occurrence caught me. A portal had open right next to the car I own. Then the circumference of the portal was were her mouth and her words will come out penetrating my body from left and right. Like if someone was blowing air inside of me penetrating my my chest from left and right. Then I snapped out of the trance and she stopped and left.