I Believe In God

These past few days I've really been looking to god for strength. My ex passed away she has played a huge part in my life for 7 years. However the last conversation we had was a fight. I told her she was a waste of time. I didn't mean what I said I was upset but I can't believe that is her last memory of me. I wanted to say sorry but was to hard headed. Now she's gone, I've spoken to god more these past four days then I probably have in months. Just for the strength to be able to wake up and go to work. Thank you god for all you have done.

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Windsylph · F

I've been told a number of times that when we pass, we're filled with so much understanding--it's one of the gifts of closing out our human life... and our hearts are filled with peace and clarity.

So, if you're inclined to get your belief system aligned with what I just said, no matter what the conversation or argument was, she holds only love for you, now. And isn't that just about the coolest thing God could give us?

Soft breezes to you. I'm so very sorry for your loss.