I Believe In God
Yes, I do. I would have demonic dreams and when I'd rebuke these evil spirits in the name of Jesus and call out for god to save me, these things would disappear or weaken. I'm not as scared as I used to be when encountering these demons because I know god will help me. I feel like god gave me the courage to stand up to them. I've found myself actually physically fighting with these demons, no hesitation. I've found myself ready and prepared to rebuke them.
Around the time when I was weaker, I'd realize that every time I prayed before bed, demons would visit me or I'd have nightmares. I now realize that they were trying to get me to lose faith in god, which they were successful in doing. I stopped praying and now today, years later, trying to get closer to god and they're back. The closer you try to get to god, the more they'll try and scare you away. I will admit, sometimes they didn't react to me calling on god. I think that was a test, which is something god will put you through to test your faith.
Right now, I expect to have more horrifying dreams if not real encounters. I want to get closer to god but I'm scared of what's to come to get there. First, it was the nightmares holding me back. Now, it's just me being scared of encountering unearthly spiritual things period... like god.
Then, I'd look at things like when people start speaking in tongues after being baptized and receiving the holy ghost. It's amazing how automatically, they adopt this language without even really learning it.
It's amazing.
Around the time when I was weaker, I'd realize that every time I prayed before bed, demons would visit me or I'd have nightmares. I now realize that they were trying to get me to lose faith in god, which they were successful in doing. I stopped praying and now today, years later, trying to get closer to god and they're back. The closer you try to get to god, the more they'll try and scare you away. I will admit, sometimes they didn't react to me calling on god. I think that was a test, which is something god will put you through to test your faith.
Right now, I expect to have more horrifying dreams if not real encounters. I want to get closer to god but I'm scared of what's to come to get there. First, it was the nightmares holding me back. Now, it's just me being scared of encountering unearthly spiritual things period... like god.
Then, I'd look at things like when people start speaking in tongues after being baptized and receiving the holy ghost. It's amazing how automatically, they adopt this language without even really learning it.
It's amazing.
