Will I get some more bad karma for doing nothing wrong...is there a God

There's not one person on this planet that has not done something wrong karma has nothing to do with it.

You could try looking at it as if you didn't fall you wouldn't search and what's above you may love you so much that they are willing to let you go through all that hurt for something much much better.

I rarely talk about how I believe, because it usually gets scoffed at and if that's you, then I'd rather you just disregard what I say, because no one really likes to get scoffed at.
Perhaps,that's cowardly of me.

You are the only One creating your experiences. Your thoughts and actions. In your own dimension