What keeps you going?

My faith in God is what keeps me going, even though I get upset and am unsure if he’s real at times. God is what makes sense and even if I am afraid and scared and miss my mom. God please help me. I have never experienced so much grief in my life and never thought I would lose my mom. I keep waiting for her to call me and I am just sad,

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Renaci · 36-40

Even if you have trouble believing in God. You can certainly believe in your mom. I know you miss her but do you still talk to her. It can be a one sided conversation but sometimes just talking toward a person you have lost can be of some comfort.
I seriously wish I could stop the pain because I know how painful grief can be. But it does get better. You won't forget. But the intensity of the pain subsides and can even become bittersweet and nostalgic. Just keep holding onto anything you can to get through it.