I believe in God?

@Brenton. Look at Job in the Bible and how he was tested and how truly horrible his life was and he overcame it and his faith was stronger than ever. God blessed him beyond measure. You just have to have faith, even as small as a mustard seed. Never give up because God doesn't give up on you. I went through a period like you did where I was angry and that is the first thing we usually do is blame God when something goes wrong and say "Why me?" but you have to know that God doesn't will bad things for us, but God wills something good out of the bad things that happen to us in the end.