I Believe In God

I can't help that I have changed, but all I want to spread is love. Because I accepted God in my heart, I understand that all people are my brothers and sisters, the good, the bad, the ignorant, the kind, the blind, the proud. The person closest to me thinks it's bad, that I'm no longer the same, I have a hard time going back to who I was, because once you understand it all you don't want to go back. Since I had that vision I feel like there is a higher presence watching over me and if I'm ignoring it then I just lie to myself.

But most of all, I understand that every action and every word we speak to others, affects the very moment of our existence, it can cause us to hurt, to love, to cry, to die, to murder, to lie. I chose God because I was unhappy, I was always thinking of myself first, I was comparing myself to others, judging people when I myself was horrible. I didn't understand then that God is like a literal father, someone who cares for each one of us, someone who just wants the best for us, because God doesn't want his children to fight and hurt each other.

I know I make a lot of mistakes, and the more I change the lighter my mind feels. For most people it's common sense, I needed God to guide me.