I Believe In God

I believe Jesus is my savior and god is my maker, i will never leave him and will do everything I can to spread his word to people. I dont believe in him because of what i have been told or even that i go to church. I have not been brain washed as so many people say Christians are. we are not at all brain washed we chose to, as we know its a choice, we know its a choice to and we know he is real not by what we have been told but what we have seen him do for us and for other epople around us. is the feeling that you get laying in your bed at night and praying aand you feel this serene peace come to you suddenly and know that it is the lord, when your so down and feel like dyeing and you are crying out to God and there is that incredible little message that gives you so much hope. its not at all a thought or is it a voice but it is a truth you did not have before that gives you such peace and happyness your tears turn from sadness into joy. its not brain washing, its a choicde, its not just your mind playing with you it is REAL its not actions or motions to play out, he is your all, and your creator! thats what it means to be christian!! :)