I Believe In God

You are certainly entitled to your own feelings and expressing them however you want as well as your own opinion. I applaud the way you worded your post. You're honest and not baiting. You're not attacking or really criticizing and you're inviting responses. Best of all, you're not damning anyone with a holier than thou attitude like your better than someone ride. I don't agree with or condone the gay lifestyle. But I don't bash gays or make jokes about them in public or private. I don't find anything humorous about it. Oh I used to. But I've brine out of a lot of things. I know some gay people ( that I actually know are gay....probably more that I don't even know are gay). I'm a Christian. Catholic. I only hate rapists and child molesters. And even that's wrong in my faith, but I'm still human. But it's difficult when it comes to kids....to hate the sin and not the dinner. But when it comes to gays, I just try to see a person. It's the lifestyle I don't like. But I don't have to like it. It's not mine. The only time I get offended is when the lifestyle is thrown in my face in an attempt to shove it dine my throat with the attitude of "here...take it and like it!" No I will respond to that with not so nice attitude. But not all gays or gay supporters do that. I try to be tolerant. I believe many homosexual were born that way. I also believe some weren't and just want to be freaky and rebellious. I had a friend as a little kid, that had more gems kind than masculine "characteristics" I'll say. Of course, I had no idea about stuff like that at the time. We were like 4, 5, 6, 7 and 8. The way he played and carried his books and so on. He's come over and would start out playing with my with car and war games and stuff but would always peek off and end up with my sisters. Pfft I never even noticed that! Anyway he ended up being a homosexual and died of aids not too long ago. It made me think of when we were little. I don't think there was any way he could have been influenced in that direction. I don't really know but doesn't seem like he could've and I was they.


Anyway. I can't judge. I have my own quirks. I didn't give them to myself. And I can't just stop and not have them anymore. They are there. I have fed them and nurtured them and acted on them. My quirks are deviant but heterosexual. But besides that, how different am I than they? I'm a decent person. But not everyone would like my quirks if they knew what they were. So who am I to judge? A decent person that happens to be gay is cool with me as long as that lifestyle is not pushed on me or mine. Just as I would cone into your life - invited, and push my fetishes on you or your family. They are mine and I find willing and like minded partners and we privately do our thing. I refuse to let hate destroy me and make me miserable like I see it doing to do many others. Takes too much energy and emotion. Most haters don't even know that hate I'd fear driven. Oh I fear too. I'm not immune just because I'm aware of that. I fear gays will influence youth that might otherwise not follow that path if not influenced. But then there was my friend who I believe was born that way. So, live and let live and hate the sin and not the sinner..the person. And we all sin and need redemption. "Who among you that is without sin, cast the first stone". My God doesn't hate anyone He created. But He does frown on what we do that is not good in His sight. The coward who shot up the little elementary school kids in the northeast. God doesn't hate him. I DO!! But I'm just human. Not God. But that's an extreme example. Gays don't shoot up little children at school. And if they did it wouldn't be because they're gay. Anyone following any of this? I know it's all over the place. A lot of babble just to say I don't hate it bash gays but I do not condone or support they're lifestyle. They should have equal rights but I'm not for gay marriages.