I Believe In God

Well,studying the bible alot, I found so much evidence that destroys that belief. I ask you to search deeply, not only look at anything in tje bible, and say yup. But in short, Do you think God will send a human being to hell for loving each other, respectfully and truly. Where theu trust in the lord and wait til marriage to have sex. If you can answer yes to that. Then that is sad. Studying the bible there are many, many pro gay things. Jesus speaks of people who are eunuchs, and how normal marriage won't apply to him. Today God lead me to find evidence, from a man whos studied Eunuchs, and over 6 languages and historical evidence speaking of eunuchs. From the evidence of not only scriptures, but also books, and writings, and so much more. I believe Eunuchs are castrated and not castrated. And that the majority are gay, and they either are born that way, or choose to be that way. But Im not the guy who studied for over 5 years about this. I send a link, Well.com/user/aquarius/thesis.htm

Another reason why? Because sexuality is complex. Nobody likes to say it, but many people can be attracted to both sex. Many can imagine it. Some force or a born not being attracted to the same sex. I myself, I think im either demisexual, or graysexual...I've bounced everywhere. But realizing it only few days, like weeks ago. I never had true sexual attractions to anyone. Those two are basically saying you can't be sexually attracted to someone, because you have none or a lack of it. Unless theres an emotional connection. But even now, my heart keeps saying I mighy be gay....Even though I can imagine being with a girl, there is simply no connection I feel towards them. The reason why I broke up with the 3 or 4 girls I dated. Again, Even my interest in them, well there was barely any....There isn't. Yeah, I can imagine loving a girl...but the thought that I'd be happy with one, or something. Eh, in all honesty, it bothers me...but that fact that I have barely any sexual attractions to either sex....well idk what I am, demisexual? Gay? What? Idk, So im just going to removr both titles and say yeah, I'd kiss a guy, or a girl, as long as we are in love, and in a respectful relationship. Not my fault God made me this way. If I could have sexual attractions to women, or to guys, naturally and easily, I would. But I don't. God's not going to send any two humans to hell for loving each other in godly way. Point blank, end of story.Thats not God's way, not his character. Its easy to see that. P.s. No one 5,000 years ago knew what a sexual orientation was. Its really dumb to say homosexuality is a sin, now an evil rape action of homosexuals, would probably send you to hell. But theres a difference between love, and lust, between loving relationships, and rape. What if we were all gay, and the bible said Heterosexual actions, in the bible. We'd stupidly attack you because we believe God condemns every single verses of heterosexuality. You do have a right to your beliefs, but every word does one of two things. It either destroys and kills, or repairs and brings life. And when someone says gays go to hell for loving each other, It not only hurts, but it also gets me angry. like, I call it holy fire, because its the same feeling I get when someone insults my relationship with god, or when someone does something in justifiable to someone else. So yeah...But like slavery, I do believe God is showing the world that he made gays. If you look at slavery, or Segregation, and how the bible doesn't support it. Well I easily see God's hands in it. If someone is teaching false things, or saying God supports denial of human rights, them well...Look at slavery. People said God supports it, all I see is that God sent millions of people to oppose that belief, which revieled Gods truth that he does not support it....I believe the same is happening with Homosexuality. Soon, people will have to re look at those verses, and find the truth. Its the same pattern, I don't understand how people don't see it. Sorry, I babbke..