do you know??!!? [Spirituality & Religion]

hard to put into words but....do you get a feeling that you're ment to be doing something Bigger then you are rite now??!!??
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ive been a atheist since i was around 12yrs old. Over the last couples weeks/months ive been having very spiritual thoughts/day-dreams, emotionally charged & i feel like im looking for something..like i said its hard to explain