Are you tied to a current existence?

Does anyone else feel like they want to escape the life they are alread living, like change it somehow? but I don't know how to change it to the best of my ability...

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PhoenixPhail · M

I'm so ready to make my transition. I don't even feel as though I've lived in physical reality. I pray every night I die in my sleep, and am disappointed when I wake up in the morning.

So yes, escaping this life would be wonderful.

Penny · 46-50, F

@PhoenixPhail thats terrible to hear. can you think of something to wish for that would make life worth living instead?

PhoenixPhail · M

@Penny The things I would wish for will never be available to me. This body and what's happening in physical reality are a perpetual prison to me. I've served enough sentence. My only freedom is in releasing myself from them.

Penny · 46-50, F

@PhoenixPhail well, how do you know you cant have them? i was taught to always expect a miracle <3 and if its like wishing for stuff that truly cant happen them maybe you can change your wishes <3 i hope they come true for you despite that you think they cant or you can think of more positive ones.

PhoenixPhail · M

@Penny My miracle is intact and waiting for me on "the other side."
This body can't be brought back to what it was.
When a car has five million miles on it, there's no point in trying to fix it.
The only workable options are replacement or to go without.

Thank you for your caring. ❤