Also you don't have to go to church straight away. [Spirituality & Religion]

You can study and build your faith from the comfort of your home(when your ready if it's something you wish find a good church with moral people who are not lukewarm.) The important thing is to keep the almighty in your heart. Here are some ideas: I encourage you to write a motivational Bible verse and tape it to your wall so you can look at every day. Draw in bold letters or print one. You need to be reminded of the goodness. Next try to read a little chapter maybe even a paragraph. *Don't be afraid if you don't understand at first things will get clearer plus the internet always helps explain verses. *Maybe draw yourself in a warrior suit to represent you fighting of evil. Draw a king. A heart anything that helps you remember the almighty.