Does being a lone child prove confusing as you grow up?

I am one of four, and I have no confusions over who I am. I'm not a boy locked up in a girl's body, nor am I a condor waiting to fly, I am pleased to be a young woman exploring the world, I don't consult the tarot or astrologers for what the future holds, I try to live each day as it comes.

I admit it is difficult living in the present because it puts so much onus on your using your time wisely, and sometimes wisdom is not necessary to enjoy the day. A willingness to have pleasure is a key, but that I try and do in the values of the presence of mind I was given through my parents, by God!