Is there anyone here who is disillusioned or has left the Christian church

I've been a christian a long long time. Born into the Catholic church, but became a Pentecostal in my 20s. Here's the thing. My daughter and husband both have disabilities. In several churches, we were ignored due to those disabilities. I also cannot believe that God would ever hate or ban same-sex marriage, homosexuality & those who do not hold conservative values. I also don't believe that Jesus was the only messenger. There are far too many similarities between the major religions that can show that, in essence, they are similar.

I left that system of belief, but don't know where to turn. I've been getting more involved in Buddism, but have nowhere close to sit zazen or talk with a teacher. I'm searching for someone I guess who can help.