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DaveyTaco · 31-35, M
Idk if it was so much unbelief. I more walked away by my own actions. And everyone already hated me when they sensed the spirit in my soul.. even the church I went to. I finally cried so hard I puked. Fell into a deep depression. I've been hiding this from people. Because of what happened when doctors put me on medicine.. I became a walking zombie who hallucinated before going to bed almost every night. Good hallucinations for the most part but bad in God's eyes... So that is why :/
Silverwings · 61-69, F
@DaveyTaco Oh my word, that is sooooo sad, but I can relate, when the ones around us are supposed to be what they profess and are not, calamity can soon follow..........if you allow it to. My experience was so real to me I simply refused to allow them to have any control over how i felt. Have you been able to get yourself back together and off the medicine?
Silverwings · 61-69, F
@DaveyTaco so now do you have anyone who is standing with you in your faith?
DaveyTaco · 31-35, M
@Silverwings the only time I've ever had a support system was when I went to church myself. For year after year... I question what is wrong with people that they can't walk or drive a few blocks to see me or pick me up to hang out
Silverwings · 61-69, F
@DaveyTaco Ok maybe i misunderstood, i thought that the church had failed you in some way?
DaveyTaco · 31-35, M
@Silverwings I've been hurt by several churches. Scared to death. But that one church was the only one that accepted me for me