Do you know when you get close to God - how come that the Devil use his tactics to destroy you through people ? Do anyone know ot is it too deep ? [Spirituality & Religion]

That's what happened to me, in the end I started hearing Angels sing but I suffered from stigmata for I bore the wounds of Christ within my own body, but when He rose up again people were being healed in the hospitals! I could hear nurses shouting that there had been another healing, I even witnessed a healing of a small boy myself, and that of an unborn baby whose life was saved.....It overrode the pain inside of me and filled me with awe and gladness!