I’m having a hard time finding a good church, or overcoming whatever it was that prevents me from going back such as embarrassment or neglect due to s [Spirituality & Religion]

Yes, it's hard especially if you have health conditions that they don't understand or care about.

I've dropped out of churches after they played games and preached very pointedly about people who don't attend regularly.

There are tons of churches in my area, but this is a very cold, hard-hearted city (I won't say where), and of course the churches reflect the culture as they try to fit into it and be cool.