I Am Going Through A Spiritual Awakening
All spiritual experiences well they just don't make sense in a way with our language. So sometimes it's hard to put in words. We don't have words for the senses that are internal. How do you explain the mechanisms from an experience to the awakening? Well each person is different.
Well I'm here and I'm going share the experiences I had over the last 2 month.
So this is what I was experiencing.
Severe stress from my job
Loss of house
Homelessness
Loss of a loved one
Abandonment
Isolation
Loss of my identity
Here's what it did to me.
I stepped down from my position because I could not longer handle the stress
I lived out of motel room
When I heard about her death, I felt myself die. I could literally feel my soul die. After that I was numb for weeks
I was severely depressed.
I lost interest in everything
There were cruel people who did not care about my plight. I went into deep breakdown. Where I died again.
Before this all happened. I was practicing flowing Zen Qigong. Wing Chun king Fu and Taoism.
I have always been spiritually inclined. All of those experiences are for another day and time.
So because of my nature I went through a metamorphosis.
At this point I was already very experienced with meditation, chi and my abilities. The suffering I experienced intensified my spiritual senses. And unlocked something else.
Intuition played a very key role.
I listen to that far more than anything.
So I know what it "sounds" like when it speaks to me. But everything, my thoughts, my actions and lead up to me discovering something profound my entire like. Hearing the phrase oneness with the universe. Is different from experiencing it. Well that is where I awoke again. My curious mind decided to wonder the cosmos looking and searching for meaning right at the point of suffering. Then I felt..everywhere and here at the same time. I felt everything I did in the past, present and future all at once.
The truth, my truth, my reality from a dark cave to an open world I never seen before.
And in that moment, the dark clouds dissipated and I could see clearly again. The darkness that clouded my mind was gone. And then I reflected on everything. And I awoke again. Realizing that knew the whole time. That everything is connected together. Past, present and future. And that every word, thought and even the astronomical events in the cosmos.
The results. I'm back on track. Stronger than ever. Ready to tackle new challenges and ready take on life.
Well I'm here and I'm going share the experiences I had over the last 2 month.
So this is what I was experiencing.
Severe stress from my job
Loss of house
Homelessness
Loss of a loved one
Abandonment
Isolation
Loss of my identity
Here's what it did to me.
I stepped down from my position because I could not longer handle the stress
I lived out of motel room
When I heard about her death, I felt myself die. I could literally feel my soul die. After that I was numb for weeks
I was severely depressed.
I lost interest in everything
There were cruel people who did not care about my plight. I went into deep breakdown. Where I died again.
Before this all happened. I was practicing flowing Zen Qigong. Wing Chun king Fu and Taoism.
I have always been spiritually inclined. All of those experiences are for another day and time.
So because of my nature I went through a metamorphosis.
At this point I was already very experienced with meditation, chi and my abilities. The suffering I experienced intensified my spiritual senses. And unlocked something else.
Intuition played a very key role.
I listen to that far more than anything.
So I know what it "sounds" like when it speaks to me. But everything, my thoughts, my actions and lead up to me discovering something profound my entire like. Hearing the phrase oneness with the universe. Is different from experiencing it. Well that is where I awoke again. My curious mind decided to wonder the cosmos looking and searching for meaning right at the point of suffering. Then I felt..everywhere and here at the same time. I felt everything I did in the past, present and future all at once.
The truth, my truth, my reality from a dark cave to an open world I never seen before.
And in that moment, the dark clouds dissipated and I could see clearly again. The darkness that clouded my mind was gone. And then I reflected on everything. And I awoke again. Realizing that knew the whole time. That everything is connected together. Past, present and future. And that every word, thought and even the astronomical events in the cosmos.
The results. I'm back on track. Stronger than ever. Ready to tackle new challenges and ready take on life.
