If the mental and emotional pain was so bad at the time , why would you think of going back there again [Spirituality & Religion]

@Spoiledbrat hi - it's actually easier to go back there when your in pain to stop it even when you know you've being hurt bad . It's like a catch 22 - your right there

One can only avoid someone for so long. @MakeAspirit

@Spoiledbrat Je - Your on the ball . You never avoid someone or else when you do there usually put in your way . I'm trying to avoid a lot people . See when you sit on your own it's then the thinking comes in about other person or person's . I've a lot of time on my own and when I do it's pain pain and more pain and then my mind plays tricks and gets very angry over the situations . Then I ends up calling myself weak that i didnt do more about it . It's a vicious cycle

I’m sorry you’re going through that. If you ever want to talk I’m here. @MakeAspirit

@Spoiledbrat thanks puffieke , that's very nice . Do you know what gets my through the days . I pray to the Lord , the Angel's and the blessed virgin Mary