Read through before you respond. [Spirituality & Religion]

Well, I could not remember the last thing I accepted on faith. But I remember that my faith is somewhat uncertain about my decision, and I always end up losing direction in life. The problem for me right now is to make a decision. And whenever I make a decision, I have to put faith in it. But even though I did put faith in it, I still cannot find the right reason why I put my faith in my decision to know if it worth my faith or not. I feel as if my faith is not strong enough to trust myself, and I am forcing it to follow me, not it want to follow me. I did not let it come naturally.

My life strategy is still quite unstable, and I think I need more time to rebuild it. Maybe, in the end, that will be the time when I truly put my faith in myself and act for my decision truthfully and consistently.