Why did God treat me like nothing? [Spirituality & Religion]

My husband is an a-hole. he wouldn't let us have children. i have been raped and beaten on many occasions by other people including family members. my husband and i don't have sex or rape. i have been suicidal since i was 10 and i have never had friends or family or anyone. i am the nicest sweetest person i know. i think i am ready to go now.

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Carazaa · F

I am so sorry about your pain!! I have had a lot of pain too! I am grateful for my pain because it has made me strong and I understand others pain now. Life is very short. Our lives matter. Stay strong, beautiful! There is a reason for everything and God will help you! Jesus says "No eyes have seen and no ears have heard what God has prepared for those who love Him" Try to get support from people. Most towns have mental health support groups at the mental health department. I go to a free prayer group with wonderful women who help me and pray for me and I for them. Take good care of yourself too. Eat nutritiously and exercise daily. I will pray for you!