Why did God treat me like nothing? [Spirituality & Religion]

My husband is an a-hole. he wouldn't let us have children. i have been raped and beaten on many occasions by other people including family members. my husband and i don't have sex or rape. i have been suicidal since i was 10 and i have never had friends or family or anyone. i am the nicest sweetest person i know. i think i am ready to go now.

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Mamapolo2016 · F

The only place you need to get to is a women's shelter. I will help you find information if you want it.

if you can't work you can get disability.

There is a network of help out there. PM me if you want to talk privately.

LILY61

@Mamapolo2016 everyone thinks there are shelters everywhere for everyone and they just don't exist

Mamapolo2016 · F

@LILY61 Yes, they do. Maybe not in your town. There ARE shelters. I was very involved in a Domestic Violence Shelter for years. If there isn't one in your town we can find one. If you are near Cleveland, we can look there.